Back to the hospital

Kevin Stiles -
"Chariot of Fire"
Art Model Ellesandra Bathory






I've decided to not schedule articles.

I'm hospitalized again. How long ? Who knows ?... But there is so much to see in the site that I'm sure you'll find hours and hours of beauty, truth, love and happiness.

At my return, shooted, tired, scared, but full of rich experiences, I promise you the best. Because I hope I'll be in a wonderful mood ! And hope is the last thing to give me the strength to live a little more.

Enjoy my friends, go everywhere !, watch all these wonderful artworks ! And before, take a big breathe, there are so many outstanding photographs.

That said, if someone can do a pray for me, I'll be the happiest man. You can't imagine how they help me and all those who are suffering.

Have fun !!! Run ! Jump ! Drink ! Make love !!! Enjoy your life, she's like a box of chocolates... you never know what you're gonna get, said Forrest Gump.

With love and passion,
Chris St James.

Kevin Stiles
"This Wheel's At Rest"
Art Model Ellesandra Bathory

"Come what may, I will love you until my dying day",
"Quoi qu'il advienne, je t'aimerai jusqu'à mon dernier jour",
tells the poet Christian in Moulin Rouge.

GroovaciousK said...




Chris, until we meet and I can pray with you in person, holding your hands and looking in your eyes, I give you this word.

I know there is One Harmonious Life in, as and through All of the Universe. This Life is great. It is organized. it is full of light and beauty. It is all around and about me now in this moment, the only moment there ever is. I am alive in the Life. it has Its being in me. This Harmonious Life, Its Light, Its Vitality and Vigor, Its Comfort, Its Love, Its Joy, Its Strength are all mine right now. As I take a breath and release, I know the God breathes her healing elixir right through me! I am excited with my time today to express this Great Whole Life, Perfect and Complete. As I know this truth for myself, I know it also for Chris.

As Chris reads these words and speaks them aloud, they are true for him. He is full of health, vitality and vigor expressing only the best perfection of that One Life in all it's multitude of forms and experiences. As I relax and say "Thank You" to the Heaven I live in right now, that blesses others with this heavenly experience through me, I know that Chris also knows this as the truth. I know that Chris feels this truth, experiences this truth and opens up to receive this Truth in experience as a new belief backed by the miracle of experience in Life that continues to flourish in, as and through his Life, his Art, his Mind and his Soulin pure beauty.

I release this word in total surrender knowing that in faith it transforms already, waiting to blossom as the demonstration of health, wholeness, comfort, light and perfection right now and so it is! Amen!

Lettre aux bien-portants.

A text about the multiple sclerosis I live with since 6 years, and for all those who have the same kind of diseases.

If you know someone affected by this strange and so painful disease, just give your tenderness and your smiles. It's enough and so good...










Kevin Stiles -
"Chariot of Fire"
Art Model Ellesandra Bathory






Si tu savais, si tu pouvais, deviner, envisager, ressentir, une fois, toute petite soit-elle.

Si tu vivais un jour, non, ce serait trop pour toi, disons une minute, juste le temps de savoir.

Si tu te mettais à ma place, dans ma peau, si tu t'intéressais à la douleur dont les hommes sont porteurs.

Si tu voulais connaître la souffrance qui m'habite,
Traverser les déserts arides qui sont mon quotidien,
Comprendre, essayer, oser tenter un petit bout de chemin avec moi,
Prendre ma place, mes peurs, mon angoisse,
Celle qui m'étreint la gorge, immobilise mes jambes et serre tous mes sphyncters.

Laura Dark
"Model No 15"
Art Model Engle

Hypnox
"Psycho Sexy"
Art Model Tragic Memory

Si tu voyais la sclérose en plaques au fond des yeux,
Affronter son regard terrible et sauvage, sa rage dévastatrice, qui me ronge, doucement, si doucement...
Et chaque jour un peu plus,
Sans espoir de retour.

Alors tu saurais
Pourquoi je ne me sens pas bien
Au quotidien.

Mon corps se meurt, tandis que mon esprit s'envole.

D'ailleurs suis-je encore sur terre ?
Suis-je dans mon enfer ou mon paradis ? Mon purgatoire ?

Ton monde n'est plus le mien.
Tes plaisirs, tes envies, tes désirs, et tes jambes qui te portent vers eux
Toutes tes courses et tes cheveux qu'il te faudra recoiffer,
Et cet air qui éclaire tes joues,
Tes petits bonheurs, et tes dodos sereins, et tes tendres calins,
Ne font plus partie du mien.

Mon corps me ronge, et je suis fatigué, si fatigué

Je suis mon fardeau, mon bourreau,
Le résultat d'une âme en peine
Qui à trop chercher a perdu l'essentiel.

Je suis là, posé, entre quatre murs, dans mon atelier
A longueur de journée.

D'ici à la cuisine bientôt je ne pourrai plus aller
Déjà, sur mes genoux je glisse pour aller me servir un apéro qui m'aidera à oublier la détresse dans laquelle je m'enfonce chaque jour un peu plus.
Oui, je coule.
EtHomme, je n e suis plus.

Bientôt les poches se rempliront quand les sondes me perceront
Bientôt quelqu'un sera là pour s'occuper de moi,
On me donnera mon bain,
On me parlera comme à un bébé,
On me demandera ce que je veux,
Et l'on n'osera pas m'écouter.

Un jour prochain viendra le tour de mes bras,
De ma tête,
De mes trous de mémoire, ils sont déjà là.
De mes poumons qui refuseront d'accomplir leur mission,
Déjà mon souffle est court,
Et j'ai si froid.

J'avais rêvé d'autre chose,
D'une autre fin
J'aurais tant aimé mourir d'autre chose,
Plus rapide, genre couperet, lame effilée,
J'aurais tant aimé ne pas souffrir.

Si tu m'as bien lu, si dans mes mots tu as su passer,
Alors tu as compris,
Alors tu sais
Pourquoi j'ai si mal
Tout le temps.

Kevin Stiles
"This Wheel's At Rest"
Art Model Ellesandra Bathory

Kevin Stiles and Evaine !

The beautiful cooperation of a photographer, Kevin Stiles, and an art model, Evaine :

"Best Silhouette"

"Doorway with a Difference"

"Evaine's Form"

"What Did You Say ?"

Kevin Stiles ©
and Evaine

Kevin Stiles : 'WOO HOO, What a Ride'

Kevin Stiles - "FLY"
Art Model Lady Eastwick
Post Editing by Nina Pak

By Lady Eastwick :

"This was a quote attached to a joke I received today from a co-worker, it made me think, its a great way to live ones life, perhaps someday I'll be comfortable enough to accept the inevitable (as its hard being a woman and accepting age and deterioration) and just enjoy the ride..."

'Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in 1 hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming 'WOO HOO, What a Ride'

I say yes ! I love that ! I needed it ! Thank you Lady. :)

Kevin Stiles - "Snow Drift"
Art Model Lady Eastwick
Post Editing by Nina Pak

Kevin Stiles
His first feature

Kevin Stiles

You may find Kevin Stiles at : his tattoo shops website, Model Mayhem, deviantART.

"Lady of the Stares"
Art Model Lady Eastwick

"Divinity"
Art Model Lady Eastwick

The first nude shooting of Kevin Stiles was in November 2008... But it's not a sudden passion.

As a very experienced painter who taught art during more than twenty years, Kevin has always been attracted by the female curves. Artistic nude photography is simply a new way he wanted to explore since a long time, with success as you see it. And I'll add : of course. Because the shadows, the colors and the composition have no secrets for him.

So, Kevin Stiles photographs talented nude art models since seven months... with amazing results. Consequently, here is a new contributing artist that we'll follow step by step.

Welcome Kevin !

" I am a classically trained fine artist who went to Paier College of Art in Hamden, Connecticut, Usa.

In order to make a living, I got my master's degree from Southern Connecticut State University and taught art for over twenty years at the high school level.

"Special K Yoga"
Art Model Kristianna

My real passion in art has always been portraiture and the female figure.

My paintings and drawings almost always lean in a surrealist direction and I find Remedios Varo to be one of my most inspirational influences.








"Light and Shadowplay VI"
Art Model Kristianna

As far as artistic nude photography, that's an area I've long wanted to explore and did my first shoot with Heather K in November 2008.
That experience opened my eyes to how much fun this whole genre can be.

"Heather in Shadow"
Art Model Heather K

Each new time is like a reverie... it's such a natural high for me - that it reawakens my soul.

My initial interest in shooting models was to utilize the imagery I capture and transpose them into one of my surrealist creations. I did that with Heather K and I am currently working on a piece from a recent shoot with Lady Eastwick.

"After the Fall"
Art Model Heather K










Acrylic painting on masonite, based on this photograph I took of Heather K :


"HK3"
Art Model Heather K

I do have future plans with several other models to begin exploring the wonderful world of outdoor nude photography.

"The Weight"
Art Model Lady Eastwick





Kevin Stiles ©